Have a gathering with secondary school friend tonight... long time i didn't meet with them, since my problem and that case..
That time i'm angry a person that i always support her when something happen on her.. I'm always try to give her some advice to solve her problem.. and i always borrow my ears for her..
actually this is what a friend should do.. and of course i didn't regret how i treat her..
Honestly, i'm really treat her good.. i never think want to get back something from her.. as a friend i never think about it..
when i face to a big problem.. when i feel sad..feel down..
she do nothing.. nothing..
i'm didn't tell her about this...and it's over i'm already forgive her..
i told to another friend when he keep asking me.. but i'm getting more down when he answer me like this '' actually you don't know only, she very care about you..'' never reply, never ask me what happen this is care? she ask you all what happen to me why never ask me?
i'm already do the opening.. i just waiting for you to ask me and i'm already for the answer.. what i hope is get some advice from you.. to make me feel better... but u didn't..
now it's over.. and i still have my best friends.. my best jie mei.. and i noticed that.. we are not close at all...
and i will delete all the things and continue the friendship between me and you.. hope you can understand people more..
no love? no feeling? the only one they have is selfish!!
they didn't think about if the same thing happen on themselves... they think that i'm good then everything happen is not my bussiness.... this is call selfish..
i really can't understand what those people think... and .. they did something wrong... but .. still can act like they're right..and other people is the wrong one..
the story is.. this morning i take LRT to office... i stand near the door of the LRT.. then reach a station a lady come in but.. the people behind me didnt move until i very super close with the guy behind me... close like he is my husband...
of course i feel angry about it.. if really no space then i can forgive it.. but when i take a look inside... there got space... is want me to say how big.. i can tell you... almost is empty ..
they don't want to move then nevermind... i move.. i say excuse me and try to move to there... they all still don't want to move.. didn't give a space for me move there...
i won't continue stand there and super close with the guys... you all don't want to move then i will use my strength to go there... don't want move? don't want ,it's ok!!! if i want to go what you all can do?
I REALLY CAN'T UNDERSTAND!!! THERE REALLY IS EMPTY! AND THE PLACE I STAND REALLY VERY SEMPIT UNTIL VERY CLOSE TO OTHER PEOPLE! why the people can't think for other people?
not only for this things.. Human are always selfish.. i can feel it everyday when i took the public transport... too sad about what the human do for their family in the same earth..